a little something on my mind ..

#nowplaying 40 Day Dream- Edward Sharpe & The Magnetic Zeros

So currently I am sitting on the floor in the closet. 

There is so much on my mind, that I just have no idea where in the world to start. Typically rainy days don't get me down..On the contrary they make me quite happy. But I guess it has just been one of those days. Do you ever think back on the old days...whether it be 5 months ago or 5 years ago?! Its been a day like that for me where all I can do is reminisce and ponder about how things would be if things never went wrong - But I guess thats the beauty of life...you'll never know what would or could have been. 

Lately in my life there has been tremendous change...none of it welcomed change ; but its here and all I can do is accept it and move on. I can say though that there is a certain person in my life at the moment that I am glad has somehow made their way in my life. To be honest I never expected this to happen but it has and I am oh so happy about it. But I guess just sitting here, thinking and relaxing today has made me realized that my mind body and soul is in need of a major change that only I can create for myself :)

Life is an experience.

&& I want to experience a different side of life. 

If that makes any sense. I want to walk towards the unknown and the unfamiliar side of things.

I want to experience.

I want to live.

I want to lead.

I want to love.

Im ready and willing to walk a different path in life. 

I need to change.

I want to change.
I am ready to change.

But I guess this is it for now. Time to sit down and write to myself and make a plan for my future 

<3

spring semester..

today is my last day in wisconsin! im so excited to go back to NC and go back to school.2009 and is going to be a fabulous year, i just know it! despite the drama that occurred during the fall semester, im letting go. in the words of buddha " do not dwell in the past, do not dream of the future, concentrate the mind on the present moment." so for that.i have soo much that i would like to do this semester.first off im going to get apply for jobs on monday.nervous.it'll be my first! yet im very excited. so far i have applications for wet seal, charlotte russe, and shi by journeys. as well as getting a job, im also going to be getting my first apartment! how exciting....i knew how different it was going to be being on my own. so far i've completly enjoyed the experience and look foward to the new opportunities that will be presented soon. though i def.would like to apply for an internship with a law firm over the summer time. what elsee..mhmm.ohh spring break! omg.i can't wait. my friends and i decided to go to cancun.at first i hesitated-thats where everyone goes, but i might as well take advantage of the situation.so i most def.can't wait.i think this semester im going to switch my style up a lot.im thinking about incorporating bold colors more within my outfits (ex: accessories)..as well as that i would like to start wearing pumps more often.present myself in a more professional way during class hours.

here is a handbag that i am thinking about investing in..please let me know what you think!

> http://www.coach.com/ this particular handbag is listed under Peyton handbags. this is a leather peyton.also available in different colors.

so im pretty new this...

> Well the title pretty much syas it all.I am very new to this blogging sensation and give my dear friend Morena much credit for persuading me into creating a blog.lol anyways enoungh about that. My name is Meaghan but most people refer to me as Pickle. If you are wondering why-its my last name.teheh.I am 18 years old and am from Long Island New York. Right now I currently attend Shaw University in Raleigh North Carolina as a sociology and psychology major. I am most def. a double major and look foward to the hard I will soon endure.I have endured a lot of hardships in life which has led me to appreciate something sin life.First off all of my family and friends mean the absolute world to me.We've been through many trials and tribulations-but with love and passion we can overcome anything.Growing up in a very culture orientated environment I have come to appreciate my cultural background. I believe that LIFE is BEAUTIFUL which is why I have a tattoo on my left wrist saying La Vita e Bella, which for those you not up to date with Italian means life is beautiful.This is something that I am constantly reminded of daily. I do take risks and believe that every risk is worth taking. Fashion is something that I never had a passion for up until these last couple of years. I am open to anything and love trying new things. And last but not least MUSIC! This is a huge part of my life.Anyways enough about that. I look forward to blogging more soon! ttyl <33>

p.s. if you want to know anything else about me or want to talk you can either message me at pickle1028 on yahoo messenger or contact me via myspace. Here is my url www.myspace.com/pickle330.

oh mentioned earlier was my friend Morena. here is the url to her blog-check it out. its fab!

http://morenarena.blogspot.com/